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Sabishii no Mitsukai (lonely angel)


Saturday, February 23, 2002


105 fuckin days... do you think i can last?
-nearly in tears- two out of three of the worst places in the world are mentioed here.... peshtigo and oconto falls, WI..
jase is going to bring prom up with his mom and lou today... next saturday it will be my parents... -crosses fingers and prays-
-sputtered up some of her poptart last night while mom was talking to her- oy.. she said the second i'm 15, i can go to the movies with jase by myself.... you know... DATE HIM, and go in his car.. my god.. my wish is coming true.. hell, i could go to the beach with him! this is why i choked up my pop tart, and nearly fainted.. it kinda came out of the blue...

fuckin critics. READ THIS YOU ASSHOLES! not EVERY blogger wants to just write stories or crap like that in their blog! STOP FUCKIN STERIOTYPING US! there are only a FEW blogs out of the thousands that wanna write like that!! DUR! fucking critics think they know everything!

Friday, February 22, 2002

-sings- "...You could be my someone
you could be my sea
you know that i'll protect you
from all of the obscene
I wonder what your doing
imagine where you are
there's oceans in between us
but that's not very far..."
[Puddle Of Mudd - Blurry]

rene's was ok.. we're growing apart even more.. different schools, different school stettings.. -sighs- i'm trying... i really am..

i’m trying my best with so many things, and i’m not getting that far in any of them...

jase- i love you. don’t forget that.
jay- stop being introverted
rob- sleep sweet

i’m not gonna give up... it’s just i need a breather from a few people to sort things out. please don’t take it the wrong way.... and it might be those mentioned above, it might not. i just wanted to shout out to my guy friends.

CM- [Sense Feild - Save Yourself] (--- good song

Which My Little Pony Are You?

oddly enough, it's right o_O

i'll tell you about my day later...

Thursday, February 21, 2002

OMG THIS IS SO INSANE! i got the pics back, and guess what? i have a pic of catey being kinky with my pink fuzzy slipper! roflmfao!
movies was fun, besides the fact that nasal and rob ditched me at the end x.x anyway, i got to sit on jase's lap for about half the movie ^-^ we kissed more than five times.. i started losing track after 5.. it felt so great to be held. he was warm, strong but soft.. holding hands and nuzzling my neck in just the right spot..

you really don't wanna hear it, but you're going to anyway! =p i can't wait for sunday! 4 hours! :D

Wednesday, February 20, 2002

all i wanted was somebody who cared... and i got 4.. one was too scared to say anything.. the next one acted on his feelings, and the last two were too late...

i feel wanted by too many people.

dad knows that jase is "sweet on me" so oy.
-fumes- this is the FUCKING THIRD TIME I’VE LOST MY BLOG ENTRY DUE TO MY STUPID HOCKEY PUCK OF A MOUSE!! there, with that rant out of the way, i shall continue.

i had fun at jay’s, and at tkd, rob came for buddy day... with kyle, but kyle didn’t show up.. so it was the foxy geek to the rescue!! ^_^

hehe.. jase was on last night... some good disscussions, them. he liked my away message “i'm curled up in my great-for-cuddling blanket, watching a movie while wishing someone could cuddle in the blanket with me... i love you jason..” ^_^ i only speak the truth! heh..

we’re going to see A Beautiful Mind toinght... i’m going to make the first move this time... in LOTR, it was my first movie date with a guy, so i was too nervious. in Orange County, we had starbursts (my idea) ^_^ now, he gets a surprise! :D

poor kid is still nervious... *just talked to him online* he was nervious on the phone too.. a guy from dartmouth is meeting him at rein’s deli in vernon.. i want the best for my jase..

i wished him luck ^_^

i wish i were just a little older...

Tuesday, February 19, 2002

gotta roll to jay's but here's one thing before i go:

Victims are tied into you and stretched inch by agonizing inch, until they are either rent limb from limb or they confess. Or hey, maybe both. Not as bad as some people, someone tells you what you want to hear you'll feel better.

What torture would you be?

Monday, February 18, 2002

i shall not shop for clothes with my mom

i shall not shop for clothes with my mom

i shall not shop for clothes with my mom

i shall not shop for clothes with my mom

--->A) added to my bad mood
----->B) not my fault i have a semi-hard time fitting into things
------->C) i wanted to talk to jason rather than shop ::the crowd ghasps then faints::
--------->D) didn't let me look at the shirts.. only pants.

i definetly will shop with dad in the future... i have wayyy better luck with him anyway. andit wasn't like i was using her money... i had giftcards.

if you marry me and EVER go shopping with me, BE PAITENT and bring LOTS OF IB PROFUEN. i can get testy if if it doesn't look good on me or nothing seems to fit. she comes in here all nice, asking about the swimsuits i saw. piss off!!

fortunately for all you males i might come in contact with later, i'm starting to calm down because i have jason's picture in front of me..
my life is like wax... slowly melts away.

i really don't know what to do anymore... i'm about ready to give up.
i don't wanna go to the mall
i don't wanna go anywhere

i just wanna sit here and be melancholy.. alone with my thoughts...

i talked with him online twice, and on the phone twice. he woke me up the second time, but i don't mind... "You'd look so cute when you're sleeping" i miss him so much.. i miss his voice.. it's so comforting, ya know?

just leave me with my thoughts...
[jimmy eat world- a praise chorus]


You are restricted. Well done, you're now
practically adult in nature, and plus, you
get to see nudity - have fun.

"Which Movie Classification Are You?"
Test created by Jamie - take it here.

i'm not as innocent as i may seem...

Sunday, February 17, 2002

wow... his kisses make time go by so slow when they're happening, but afterwards, time speeds up, almost making up for the loss...

i love you..
hehe.. potluck was fuuun :D

before that though, jase came online! ::squeels::

anyway, at spf, we hung out, had fun... there was this cute little baby girl... stark is actually good with babies... anyway, i got to hold her, and then i passed her to jason.. he's a baby person.. i really think he'd be a good dad.. ::relives the memory::

after, i got my kiss, but it was more of a tender one than a passionate one.. ::smiles:: he knows everything...

[jimmy eat world - a praise chorus]
ShortieSoccer13 (12:55 PM): omg!
ShortieSoccer13 (12:55 PM): how r u?
OmgAFoxyGeek (12:55 PM): better
OmgAFoxyGeek (12:56 PM): lots lots better
ShortieSoccer13 (12:56 PM): what is ur temp
ShortieSoccer13 (12:56 PM): ??
OmgAFoxyGeek (12:56 PM): 99.6
ShortieSoccer13 (12:56 PM): yay better
OmgAFoxyGeek (12:57 PM): i feel hi, but being sick always makes me feel hi
ShortieSoccer13 (12:57 PM): lol
OmgAFoxyGeek (12:58 PM): wheeeeee!
83% addicted to Instant Messenger. How about you?

::dies of laughter::
YAY! daddy's coming home at noon!!!
don't worry, i'll understand if i don't see u, and thanks a lot for the
heads-up ^-^
just rest well and we'll see each other when we can ^-^
i love u so much, jason

these kinds of things always make me wanna give him a big kiss... they also re-assure me i've snagged a good one..

[Jimmy Eat World - A Praise Chorus]

A foxy geek (^_~) and her life.. "...It just takes some time, little girl you're in the middle of the ride. Everything will be just fine, everything will be allright..." [Jimmy Eat World - The Middle]


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