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Sabishii no Mitsukai (lonely angel)


Tuesday, May 07, 2002


Which Woman of Beauty Are You? Find out! By Nishi.


Which Royalty Are You? Find out! By Nishi.

i'm not going to slip... not if i can help it!

she comes prancing in here, with the bad attitude she had when she picked me up and shoves it off on me some more (in turn making me more irritable), and snoops aroud, RIGHT IN FRONT OF ME! -seethes- she’s like, “is that the f-word on your [dry erase] board??” i say yes and that it’s part of an inside joke (fuck catey like bunny), and then she tells me to take it off! grr. then she sees the “sex nate up - ***- ****) and tells me to take that off!! i was going to the night of prom, just in case! grr...

one of the only goddamned reasons i’m still alive is jason, and she re-assures me of that every time she does this! SHE’S the one with the degree in psych, yet she can’t tell when i’m suicidal? she’s the one who deals with those fucking people!!! catey noticed, as did nate, kT, matt g and CJ. they don’t have degrees!! sometimes i just want to ditch my mom! she is the one screwing this family up, and dad seems to be helping it along sometimes. god, i can’t wait for college! or to be hapilly married to jase, and live in my (reasonable) dream house... and retire to jamaca for christ’s sake! (jamaca is another inside joke...). i’m seriously considering becoming Mrs. P’s adopted daughter... but more likey, Rick & Colleen’s. i want to be able to marry jason ^ _^

on a better note, i picked up my prom dress today! -excited- tomarrow, i’ll only have 2 days untill prom tomarrow!!! -squeels- i can’t wait to meet all these people...

...and spend time with my love ^-^

thank you catey, for keeping me alive...

A foxy geek (^_~) and her life.. "...It just takes some time, little girl you're in the middle of the ride. Everything will be just fine, everything will be allright..." [Jimmy Eat World - The Middle]


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